Thursday, November 23, 2006
well..... have been having the strangest feeling in my live today....i mean juz 2 EXTREME side of your feeling that occurs simultaniously..... feeling of sad and happniess that exist at the same time..... damn its getting me crazy.... why did i ever get into this situation... now feeling so neutral.... if i become happy.... i would feel guily.... if i become sad.... i would feel guilty also.... why did i put myself in this mess..... supermassive MESS hole
the oasis song is really stuck in my head.... and it make me think of 2 person rite now.... one would make me feel happy..i mean really happy... the other... well, i could juz break down rite now.....
STAND BY ME... well this phrase got 2 meanings for me.... 1 is to get someone closer to me..... while the other is not to let someone to go away..... its juz soo hard for me now..... feel so neutral..... neutral.......DARN!!!