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its been 1 month into the new yr... gee... we have 11 more month to go before 2008 ends... and im still writing done 2007 on my papers.. haha... well its been 2 weeks since i start working... its been good.. my boss & the rest have been treating me well... very well indeed... and getting my pay for tuition tmr.. hehe...


Anyways.... im still sitting on the fence... not leaning on one end for the time being... cause unlike Humpty Dumpty, i dont wanna have a great fall...

haizzz... this is live... love it... u me.....


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Buka untuk mengintaimu...


at last ... haha gonna get a job... haha sooo happy.. haha... and its sooo near my hse .. gonna walk to work each day.... wanna see me... go Punggoll cc.... I'll be your friendly, helpful, couteous CSO... (customer sevice officer la).... no more slacking at home for me then .. hahaa...





I know that your busy
but this wait is killing me ... seriously
but i understand, i'll be patient, i will wait
cause i dont want to do the same mistakes,
as i did in the past....


still joblesss... *argh*... getting boring at home.... well im still search for a job... haiz... nvm... like someone said too much of anthing is uhealthy... so noo more emoing now... just look forward... been to the library now and then... kind of cool reading books on phlisophy and computing,.. reminde me of my good old days i my sec sch where my best fren is the com... yup my one and only hahaha..

but now... things have change.. :)


not seeing you for a long time makes me miss u moreee....

When I need you,
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you,
It’s only a heartbeat away :)


yeterday.... i drove my parents out... yup go jalan-jalan lorrr.. hahaha but only around tempines... ya .. so still finding a new sofa(cause given away our old one... tooo BIG they say) donno wat they want lah.... haizzz..

ok ... so i juz called up a job agency.... gonna get my job in a few days time.. yupyup...

BAD NEWS: O levels result will be out by 21th jan... so A levels??? ARGGGGGGGGHH


" I love you more with every breath... truly madly deeply do..."




enough :) .... haha...


Yeah, I know that you know... you know that i know... we just know k.. haha


sssssssssssssssh *YAWN*. ... hahaaa


I cant leave in denial any longer...

I MISS YOU

lots & lots & lots & lots &..............................................

ther wont be a day... i mean a moment that i will have without thinking of you... you will always be in my mind, always, locked & loaded... haha




re312mo123ra.........


feeling tired and happy... too different extreme side of my feelings.. hhaha... well thanks guys for all the fun we had today.... some people learned things today.... while some well ... juz resist it.... played games such as diving beach soccer and shagged touch rugby... welll im going of to bed... knock out man... haha


love is so hard to find... but when you find it ... its so hard to keep..


I'm loving Angels instead...............


what if today never existed... and there is only tmr and yesterday??... wouldnt we be living a life full of regrets and hope... regrets of the mistake that we have done in the past and hope that tmr would be better.... wouldnt it be great... i mean we dont need to do IMMEDIATE and sudden decision which i really suck at... well thats life.. SHIT HAPPENS

today life was usual... i was able to breath normally for the pass 24hrs... and oh ya.,.. i went to brash basah to get my materials for my 1st every tutoring... yup and 1st time seh went there ( my lousy life... haiz) yah.. so went to Popular( the biggest in town) and get the stuffs... along the way ... meet some madrasah pple (Mat songkok N Minah Tudong) which SOMEONE wanted to be!!!... hahaha

welll... then went to Suntec carrefour ( wanted to go to the one at PS.. but do to unforseen circumstances, wasnt able to) yah... so got the stuffs for saturday's outing... all the stuff i hope.. yaya... so chat chat .. know know ... hush hush.... u know wat i mean.. haha

my lips are sealed... truely sealed.. like crazily sealed....


kelap-kelip, kelap-kelip dahh 2008.. sekejapnye.... hahaha... well should i juz look forward, or look back at my life in 20007... hmm.. i think i should look back... like Sir winston churchill said " looking at the past will make you go further in the future"

hmmm... 2007... such an eventful year.... got to meet & know different type of people... didnt know that some type existed( haha... juzt imagine how lousy my life is). well, what can i say... Im like the only child.... only got to know 2 influential pple in my life for 10 yrs... my parents.... haiz 2008.. gonna meet more people..

the highs and lows of my life in 2007: (well as I'm a pessimist... I'll start with the low points)... there are 2.... 1stly... Floorball "A" divs... I tried my best, i really did.... even though other said otherwise.... and in my opinion, 97% of the team did their best... its just that there is something missing in the team... and everyone didnt know what it is.. haiz... I apologise to the team if i did anything wrong during the matches.... my goals were simple... to wint the A div for the team... welll it did not materialise... so i FAILED my mission... well.. i juz hope that the next batch can bring back the gorly to MI...and i think they will... in the mean time... Im finding a floorball club... anyone?? haha

Another low point... well... its my 1st break up ( yes just imagine my life... at this age that i start to experience all these)... and the worse is that it only lasted for 2 days... 40 hrs to be exact.. pple said that their 1st relationship is the one that they cherrished the most... where they would have endless hours of fun and joy... welll... mine was like love me today, leave me tmr... and i think its all my fault.. im sorry if i didnt treat you well.. its just that... i donno wat to do... it was soo unexpected... unexpected that you have feelings for me... unexpected that i began to develop feelings for u... as you said it was too fast.. and yes i agree with u.. i think that this was like a wake up call to me by GOD.. really... like GOD was showing me what a relationship really meant( even though only for a short while)... its not only ABOUT ME... about me giving... but its actually both side... both side must be willing and able to develop the relationship... if only 1.. then there is no use.. really... well as such....i just take this episode with a pinch of salt... an hope that the next one would be better... that i can treat her better.. ( thks GOD for revealing what a relationship really meant) like the great ROSMAN(not my dad.. haha) said " there is someone out there" ( how original... look like a rip off frm X files.. hahaha)

the high points now( cannot be too emo)... my greatest achievement... haha... lozing my bulk... haha.. 22kg of it to be exact ( let me get my maths rite 87-65= 22 rite??). yeah... this is thanks to my regimatic running and also my diet of less carb and more protein... so to all those over*ahem pple... there is still hope... juzz look at me!... ahha (now im being too cocky).. haha

another high point would be the recent 3/2 chalet ( as the great ROSMAN would put it).. ahha..
to know that there are people who would care for you and that you care for them... well thats nice (especially during the 1st nite... abosolute MILK!!)

well adios 2007 and Ola 2008... where NS is the main aganda