Tuesday, February 05, 2008
well.... let me say this to all (not particular anyone)... i may or may not have a direct impact or anything but.. well juz let me say what im about to say:
-im sry to be a nobody... juz a wondering soul where pple knw me by name( or some even forget the name i been given)..well
- im sry that i existed in your life.... i knw i was like the dark patch... the bleakest hrs in your life are cause by me... and if i wasnt there... this will not hapened..
- im sry to been trying to make myself needed.... i realise i wasnt at all... whaT foolish thoughts i have
- im sry tat i have such low esteem... a guy like me... im sry... i juz cant...
- i sry that i was try to show my truthest and deepest feelings... well now i knw that in this world, the truth does not exist anymore... only lies or mere cover ups that occur... the truth... its juz unbelievable
have i see enough??...
have i HAD enough??...
i dont know... the only thing i knw is that i have 2 roads to take..
the known and the unknown...
the know... safe & abit of happiness assured.. but if sadness and depression overwhelms it then why shld i...
the unknown... risk high risk where nothing is assure... but a fresh sheet of papaer, where my past need not be a reference...
if a sacrifice have to be made... in order for a compromise... then i shall..
with that,......... haiz
