starting down side up

thunder

2008-08-30T01:18:00.000-07:00

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to goWhoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know whyI triedI tried to read between the linesI tried to look in your eyesI want a simple explanationFor what I'm feeling insideI gotta find a way outMaybe there's a way outYour voice was the soundtrack of my summerDo you know you're unlike any other?You'll always be my thunder, and I saidYour eyes are the brightest of all the colorsI don't wanna ever love anotherYou'll always be my thunderSo bring on the rainAnd bring on the thunderToday is a winding roadTell me where to start and tell me something I don't knowWhoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)Today I'm on my ownI can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phoneI don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)And now I'm itching for the tall grassAnd longing for the breezeI need to step outsideJust to see if I can breatheI gotta find a way outMaybe theres a way outYour voice was the soundtrack of my summerDo you know you're unlike any other?You'll always be my thunder, and I saidYour eyes are the brightest of all the colorsI don't wanna ever love anotherYou'll always be my thunderSo bring on the rainYeah I'm walking on a tightropeI'm wrapped up in vinesI think we'll make it outBut you just gotta give me timeStrike me down with lightningLet me feel you in my veinsI wanna let you know how much I feel your painToday is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to goWhoaYour voice was the soundtrack of my summerDo you know you're unlike any other?You'll always be my thunder, and I saidYour eyes are the brightest of all the colorsI don't wanna ever love anotherYou'll always be my thunderSo bring on the rainAnd bring on the thunder, and I saidYour voice was the soundtrack of my summerDo you know you're unlike any other?You'll always be my thunderSo bring on the rainOh baby bring on the painAnd listen to the thunder

restart

2008-08-29T07:20:00.000-07:00

yeah... this is my new template... will be updating my blog at a later time... now i have lots and lots and lots of things to do... the most important thing is to play my riflewelll.. wanna knw more... juzt ask me

wat a start

2008-02-23T20:40:00.000-08:00

well... events that happened yesterday was protrayed in this comic or shld i say graphic novel.. really... we'lll its the sherman comic... a brief discription, sherma is a shark while hermit is his fren, a crab (obviously)... sherman was jus having his rest when hermit came up to him..

well just imagine their conversation (cause im lazy to find the clip and upload it here.. haha).. or u can just go to today's Life section and read it ya.. so here goes..

hermit: what are you up to today, fat boy?

Sherman: Nothing.

Hermit: Nothing?? Doesnt that bore you??

Sherman: not me. I'm Happpy sitting here doing nothing.

Hermit: You know what makes me happy? helping others lead more productive lives.

Sherman: well, It looks like we have Conflicting happys.

Hermit: You need to find a deeper happy.

Sherman: and you need to take your happy and just keep right on walking.

Hermit: Your happy should always be a little out of reach. that's what keeps us going. the persuit of happines.

Sherman: I found it already.

Hermit: But there's a bigger happy out there sOmewhere. Sure youre happy sitting here. but what would make you happier?

Sherman: sitting here eating a crab. (haha)

Hermit: my happy just took off. gotta go!!

haha... im so like hermit... well im off, finding my happiness :)

stop and stare

2008-02-22T07:17:00.000-08:00

why do this song have to come out like now.... haiz... well this song really list down my reasons of not wanting to stay... haizz... now there's no meaning...

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

haizzz again....

2008-02-19T23:35:00.000-08:00

u know wat.... im so boired (bored & tired) at work that im blogging at work... to keep my sanity that is....

Bored.. cause there's nothing to do here... no one come to the CC.. no oNe calling and no event coming up.. soik rite work like tis... and im listening to songs in my PSP...

Tired.. mentally and physically... mentally.. cause ytd i had a collision of opposite side of my feelings.. a collision so great that it can be compared to a nulcear fusion, where atoms collide at such force that everything within 1,0000 milies of the collision will be wipe clean.. till now, i still feel the effect... welll, maybe.. this event just want to show me that there is still hope in this place.... pple for me to care for/abt... no use for me to run away if history may repeat itself again at the new place... well, i reluctantly accept my fate.. if its here, then so be it, i aCcept it. no use crying over spilled milk, it's better if salt and enzymes were put over it so that it will turn to cheese..

tired physically... well cuase the heat was on ytd... haha... really hot... but as i say ITS GOOD TO BE DARK... cause you can only get darker.. haha... burn my skin abit... juz a little bit... but i stay in the water for quite a few times... yaa... and when i go into deeper water i would surely have extra weight on me... well, this is obviously opposite to wat Eureka said in his theory, where man would be lighter in the water because of our density.. but i dont mind having this weight.... haha cause its not a dead weight.. haha... but a weight who does not hear but listen... a weight that does not talk but converse... a weight that dont look but sees (only for occasions where i cant see the weight on me then i need to check if there is a SHEMALE behind me)).. hahaa....

One big issue came up near the end of the outing... SEAWEED... yes See the seaweed... the issue is bigger then the Budget... hahaa... even tough man finds it disgusting.. haha.. well everything is there for a reason. and it a good thing i knw that seeweed have healing abilities... cause i neede tat abilities in the end. haha

oky... so the final score is that,,... just take whatever life gives you.. cause everything happens for a reason..

aiyooh... why do i always get distracted when im listening to the ENDLESS LOVE song.. haha, ok back to work and stoning..

P.S. i will be happy when others are, to see you overjoyed in the end just made my day brightest at that point of time.. i can never stop thanking you for that.. thank you WEIGHT.. :)

haiz

2008-02-19T05:55:00.000-08:00

SHUTDOWN!

for now at least :)

"hey this is life" by me

2008-02-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

" To be or not to be. that is the question...." - william Shakespeare

" To live or not to live. that is the option" - Muhammad Zulhelmy Bin Mohd Rosman

if you think life is fun, think again
if you think life is joyful, think again
if u think life is easy, think again

ponder on your 1st thought, then you'll see that things in life are not simple at all. Complexity is the word. if you didnt notice that the word "you" was replace with the letter "u", then go and have a moment. A moment where u reflect on your past... things u have done, pple u have meet, decisions you have made. Ponder over it, and then yo'll wonder. is things happening because of your actions in the past? or could you bee in a better situation if you have done things in a bettr way in the past?

You see... only naive people will not look at the past. cause the past is a springboard to the future.. looking at the past will make you realise that there is some kind of system/pattern that occur in your life.. so when the event occur again in the future.. you'll be more prepared and also appreciative of the reoccurance of the event.

lastly, never put the blame on others. look at it this way, if you blame others and then the others blame you. when will it end? Instead, accept the fault as yours. Its true that taking the Blame is hard to swallow, but think about it, will the fault occur if you didnt initial the action. Obviously not! Therefore, take the blame and you'll see life in a different prospective and you will also begin to appreciate others, who appreciate and respect you.

done, this is how my perspective of life is. If you dont like it then SUCK IT!
hahaaa

rantings down

2008-02-05T09:03:00.000-08:00

well.... let me say this to all (not particular anyone)... i may or may not have a direct impact or anything but.. well juz let me say what im about to say:
-im sry to be a nobody... juz a wondering soul where pple knw me by name( or some even forget the name i been given)..well
- im sry that i existed in your life.... i knw i was like the dark patch... the bleakest hrs in your life are cause by me... and if i wasnt there... this will not hapened..
- im sry to been trying to make myself needed.... i realise i wasnt at all... whaT foolish thoughts i have
- im sry tat i have such low esteem... a guy like me... im sry... i juz cant...
- i sry that i was try to show my truthest and deepest feelings... well now i knw that in this world, the truth does not exist anymore... only lies or mere cover ups that occur... the truth... its juz unbelievable

have i see enough??...
have i HAD enough??...
i dont know... the only thing i knw is that i have 2 roads to take..
the known and the unknown...
the know... safe & abit of happiness assured.. but if sadness and depression overwhelms it then why shld i...
the unknown... risk high risk where nothing is assure... but a fresh sheet of papaer, where my past need not be a reference...

if a sacrifice have to be made... in order for a compromise... then i shall..

with that,......... haiz

time passes when we least expected

2008-01-31T07:56:00.000-08:00

its been 1 month into the new yr... gee... we have 11 more month to go before 2008 ends... and im still writing done 2007 on my papers.. haha... well its been 2 weeks since i start working... its been good.. my boss & the rest have been treating me well... very well indeed... and getting my pay for tuition tmr.. hehe...

Anyways.... im still sitting on the fence... not leaning on one end for the time being... cause unlike Humpty Dumpty, i dont wanna have a great fall...

haizzz... this is live... love it... u me.....

.

2008-01-22T07:56:00.000-08:00

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sebelum tirai kamar aku
Buka untuk mengintaimu...

found one

2008-01-19T05:18:00.000-08:00

at last ... haha gonna get a job... haha sooo happy.. haha... and its sooo near my hse .. gonna walk to work each day.... wanna see me... go Punggoll cc.... I'll be your friendly, helpful, couteous CSO... (customer sevice officer la).... no more slacking at home for me then .. hahaa...

I know that your busy
but this wait is killing me ... seriously
but i understand, i'll be patient, i will wait
cause i dont want to do the same mistakes,
as i did in the past....

today...

2008-01-15T20:16:00.000-08:00

still joblesss... *argh*... getting boring at home.... well im still search for a job... haiz... nvm... like someone said too much of anthing is uhealthy... so noo more emoing now... just look forward... been to the library now and then... kind of cool reading books on phlisophy and computing,.. reminde me of my good old days i my sec sch where my best fren is the com... yup my one and only hahaha..

but now... things have change.. :)

not seeing you for a long time makes me miss u moreee....

When I need you,
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you,
It’s only a heartbeat away :)

yesterday

2008-01-10T19:18:00.000-08:00

yeterday.... i drove my parents out... yup go jalan-jalan lorrr.. hahaha but only around tempines... ya .. so still finding a new sofa(cause given away our old one... tooo BIG they say) donno wat they want lah.... haizzz..

ok ... so i juz called up a job agency.... gonna get my job in a few days time.. yupyup...

BAD NEWS: O levels result will be out by 21th jan... so A levels??? ARGGGGGGGGHH

TMD

2008-01-09T05:29:00.000-08:00

" I love you more with every breath... truly madly deeply do..."

enough :) .... haha...

:)

2008-01-08T19:51:00.000-08:00

Yeah, I know that you know... you know that i know... we just know k.. haha

sssssssssssssssh *YAWN*. ... hahaaa

its lovely isnt it....

2008-01-07T04:11:00.000-08:00

I cant leave in denial any longer...

I MISS YOU

lots & lots & lots & lots &..............................................

ther wont be a day... i mean a moment that i will have without thinking of you... you will always be in my mind, always, locked & loaded... haha

re312mo123ra.........

haha..

2008-01-05T05:46:00.000-08:00

feeling tired and happy... too different extreme side of my feelings.. hhaha... well thanks guys for all the fun we had today.... some people learned things today.... while some well ... juz resist it.... played games such as diving beach soccer and shagged touch rugby... welll im going of to bed... knock out man... haha

love is so hard to find... but when you find it ... its so hard to keep..

2008-01-03T06:01:00.001-08:00

I'm loving Angels instead...............

today

2008-01-02T05:10:00.000-08:00

what if today never existed... and there is only tmr and yesterday??... wouldnt we be living a life full of regrets and hope... regrets of the mistake that we have done in the past and hope that tmr would be better.... wouldnt it be great... i mean we dont need to do IMMEDIATE and sudden decision which i really suck at... well thats life.. SHIT HAPPENS

today life was usual... i was able to breath normally for the pass 24hrs... and oh ya.,.. i went to brash basah to get my materials for my 1st every tutoring... yup and 1st time seh went there ( my lousy life... haiz) yah.. so went to Popular( the biggest in town) and get the stuffs... along the way ... meet some madrasah pple (Mat songkok N Minah Tudong) which SOMEONE wanted to be!!!... hahaha

welll... then went to Suntec carrefour ( wanted to go to the one at PS.. but do to unforseen circumstances, wasnt able to) yah... so got the stuffs for saturday's outing... all the stuff i hope.. yaya... so chat chat .. know know ... hush hush.... u know wat i mean.. haha

my lips are sealed... truely sealed.. like crazily sealed....

New year... New Skin... Same old me(or iszit??)

2008-01-01T03:05:00.000-08:00

kelap-kelip, kelap-kelip dahh 2008.. sekejapnye.... hahaha... well should i juz look forward, or look back at my life in 20007... hmm.. i think i should look back... like Sir winston churchill said " looking at the past will make you go further in the future"

hmmm... 2007... such an eventful year.... got to meet & know different type of people... didnt know that some type existed( haha... juzt imagine how lousy my life is). well, what can i say... Im like the only child.... only got to know 2 influential pple in my life for 10 yrs... my parents.... haiz 2008.. gonna meet more people..

the highs and lows of my life in 2007: (well as I'm a pessimist... I'll start with the low points)... there are 2.... 1stly... Floorball "A" divs... I tried my best, i really did.... even though other said otherwise.... and in my opinion, 97% of the team did their best... its just that there is something missing in the team... and everyone didnt know what it is.. haiz... I apologise to the team if i did anything wrong during the matches.... my goals were simple... to wint the A div for the team... welll it did not materialise... so i FAILED my mission... well.. i juz hope that the next batch can bring back the gorly to MI...and i think they will... in the mean time... Im finding a floorball club... anyone?? haha

Another low point... well... its my 1st break up ( yes just imagine my life... at this age that i start to experience all these)... and the worse is that it only lasted for 2 days... 40 hrs to be exact.. pple said that their 1st relationship is the one that they cherrished the most... where they would have endless hours of fun and joy... welll... mine was like love me today, leave me tmr... and i think its all my fault.. im sorry if i didnt treat you well.. its just that... i donno wat to do... it was soo unexpected... unexpected that you have feelings for me... unexpected that i began to develop feelings for u... as you said it was too fast.. and yes i agree with u.. i think that this was like a wake up call to me by GOD.. really... like GOD was showing me what a relationship really meant( even though only for a short while)... its not only ABOUT ME... about me giving... but its actually both side... both side must be willing and able to develop the relationship... if only 1.. then there is no use.. really... well as such....i just take this episode with a pinch of salt... an hope that the next one would be better... that i can treat her better.. ( thks GOD for revealing what a relationship really meant) like the great ROSMAN(not my dad.. haha) said " there is someone out there" ( how original... look like a rip off frm X files.. hahaha)

the high points now( cannot be too emo)... my greatest achievement... haha... lozing my bulk... haha.. 22kg of it to be exact ( let me get my maths rite 87-65= 22 rite??). yeah... this is thanks to my regimatic running and also my diet of less carb and more protein... so to all those over*ahem pple... there is still hope... juzz look at me!... ahha (now im being too cocky).. haha

another high point would be the recent 3/2 chalet ( as the great ROSMAN would put it).. ahha..
to know that there are people who would care for you and that you care for them... well thats nice (especially during the 1st nite... abosolute MILK!!)

well adios 2007 and Ola 2008... where NS is the main aganda

don fix what's not broken!!

2007-09-24T00:18:00.000-07:00

haha, hopefully Abramovich heard this advice before he sacked the special one... hahaa.. how stupid of him Avant Grant is an illousionist.. I give that guys ontil january before chelsea need to find another manager... haha

hmmm... life ... been boring.... now ... juz not nothing to do... stoning and studying would help.. thinking back... i feel stupid at my actions during that point of time.... why do i always like to rush into things!?!??..... it have been bringing me down alot of time.... gosh... Im sooo impatient.... only if i've been more rationale.... then my situation would be different now... my status.... my life... haiz...

Im always missing u...
even though you dont miss me anymore..
cant forget.... the kiss on your forehead i gave u... hope u remember
......................................................................................

Tagging thingy

2007-09-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

1. List out your top 5 birthday presents u wish for:

- new sch uniform( look at the sate of my current one and you'll know why...haha)

-Nike shoe

-a car ( an AUDI TT would be nice)

-An Xbox 360/ps3

-I get another 10 birthday wishes... haha

2.The person who tagged u is: Fadee

3. Your relationship with her is: lets see... schoomates, floorball mates, friends and more... haha

4. Your 5 impressions of her:

1. cute

2. funny

3. pretty talented... in floorball

4. misterious.... abit

5. a person who can laugh at my jokes... haha

5. The most memorable thing she has done for you: gave my choclates made in BATAm... Thks ah!!

6. The most memorable words she has said to you: "PUASER2 TAK BAIK BUAT GITU!!!"... hahah.... right beside Mr lEe seng cai

.7. If she becomes your lover, you will?: this question would not be anwered by the owner of this blog. sry for the inconvenianCe

.8. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on?: we'll i think that i have to improve.. rather then telling others

.9. If she becomes your enemy, you will: go to sleep.... hahha.. ( u understand... haha)

10. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is:there would be afew

-kill Yu Sheng..

- Liquidate all Donut & donut related retail shops in singapore

- create the law that prevent ppple from liking the colour orange

.11. The most desired thing you would like to do for her now is?:

hmmm.... giving a suprise!... taht would be cool.... haha

12. Your overall impression of her: like i say before c-u-t-e... hehe:p

13. How do you think people around you will feel about you: they will feel about me, hopefully, like i feel about them... haha

.14. The character you love about yourself is: Keyakinan... haha.. like the malaysia TV say" GAYA, MUTU, KEUNGGULAN"

15. On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself: Abit overzelous somethines... haha... and Emo(the problem of CANcER pple)

.16. The most ideal person I would like to be: me... cause everyone is special..., the probability of finding another me is close to zero... so the most ideal person for me is me

17. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them: continue to do what you are doing... cause you are doing the right thing... haha

18. Pass this quiz to 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about u.Hey, please do k? Its quite fun though its long. Thanks

1; bobby

2; illyasa

3; fad

4; rosemainy

5;Herry IZwan

6; farhan

7; Grace

8; Jideon

9; Saha

10; sheldon

Who's #2 having relationship with: with himself( u gottta talk bro... CAKAP CAKAP... don be dumb in front of girls... ahha)

Is #9 a female/male:MALE.. hot & mascular

.If #1 & #10 be together, will it be a good thing: yes!! let the 2 president be together.... and the HALL will live in peace!!..haha

2 studying about:the meaning of life... and how it affects floorball

When was the last time you chatted with #3:JUZZZZZ... now... haha

What kind of music does # 8 like:CInonek... to the mAX! and GWEN stefani!

Does #6 has any siblings?:Yup. 1 ,2 yrs yourner... 1 17 yrs younger... haha

Will u woo # 3?: AHEM!...

.How about #7?: nononono.... i cant see her when i stand straight... hahahahahaha

.Is #4 single: mAybe... cause dier ader banyak perminat.... mcm si... hahahaa

Surname of #5: donno... haha

What's the hobby of #5: being my prodegy... hahaha

#3 studying at: Millennia Institute (Buangkok Campus)

Have you tried developing feelings for #8?: oh yes.... if gayism is allowed.... hahahahaaa

Where does #9 live: OLD TRAFFORD, Sir MAtt Busby road, Trafford, Greater Manchester

.What colour does #4 like: GREENNIEY!!

Are #1 and #3 best friends?: maybe... maybe... haha

Does #7 like #2?: she finds him weird.... hahahahah

.How do you know #2: Malay class and floorballl... we live for floorball... haha

Does #5 have a pet?: his Helmet... hahaha

You make me betta!

2007-09-17T23:49:00.000-07:00

At long lawst.... the exams under the name of MI are over..... so fast ah.... somethimes we juz need to stop and realise how fast time files... haha..... hmmm... havent blog about my driving lately.... hmmmm... i wonder why..... hahaha case i got my license already la!!.. hahahah.... chey me with that greenish-blue card.... hahaa... now play LAN no need to be shy... haha.... aiYah but driving in s'pore is stressful.... really... i rather relaks in the car nowdays... haha/.... oky now i shld worry sbout my A levels... its the real thing now.... hahhaha

shld i be happy or...

2007-07-06T06:17:00.000-07:00

my brithday... yeah today... we'lll im happy... at 1st... then i thought back of my life... 19 bloody long years..

education:
- PSLE: was happy that i got into BOWEN... at 1st only... after that i regreteed... why didnt i appeal to go into other schools... darn a dissapointment.... shld had transferred sch....
_ O-level: A BIB BIG dissapiontment..... got L1r5 : 21... .. 1 BLOODY point!!
- A level: UNKNOWN!!

love life: HAHAHAHA u want me to talk about it>>> HAHAHA... its a joke..

match review: MI 5-14 SIM

2007-06-07T08:03:00.000-07:00

we'll this is a review done by me so you may agree or disagree with me.

1st 3 periods: MI "B" team against SIM Black DIV3

the 1st period was boring, SIM were very coutious as the played half court press while the mi guys were playing possession. no goals in this period. SIM were dissallowed a goal after MI goalie fumbled with the ball... lucky that the ref didnt see..haha

goals only come in the las 2 periods... we manage to break the deadlock and the goals juz keep coming until....

the rest of the game: MI "XI" against SIM Black DIV 2

this part is more interesting. as this batch of SIM players are much more skillful, they became more daring with their attack. they couter attacked at every opportunity taking some of our players off guard. some goal can be prevented while others were unstoppable. But the MI boys manage to score 5 goals back.... its a good achievement considering the previous game that we had with them.

Amazingly, the team played better in the last 2 periods maybe we were hungry. As they say "A HUNGARY MAN IS AN ANGRY MAN!!!"

DO YOU KNOW

2007-06-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

DO YOU KNOWDo you know?Do you know?Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?If birds flying south is a sign of changesAt least you can predict this every yearLove, you never know the minute it ends suddenlyI can’t get it to speakMaybe if I knew all the things it took to save usI could fix the pain that bleeds inside of meLook in your eyes to see something about meI’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

Dip in again

2007-06-06T04:03:00.000-07:00

yup yup.... doing my new module.. BIZ Statistic... its actually maths in a way... haha can evise for my maths while doing this module... haha

oh yar tmr there will be a friendly agianst SIM... hope that our team can do better this time..

peace oout!!!

thks for the mmrs

2007-06-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

one night and one more time...
thanks for the memory event though they were'nt so sweer"

well... im back to reality... being stressed up again... my life suxs... yup juz sux... juz suxs juz sux... try to live my life with a high self esteem... but well... i make wrong choices... most of the time... if not all the time..... darn my life... if its was a movie... it would be a comedy.... cause everyone would be laughing at my foolishness

no mr nice guy

2007-05-23T07:37:00.000-07:00

no more my nice guy int the huzzey!!

yeah thats right!!! after long long years of being what u call a "nice" guy... i've decided to change my attitude... yeah change it... start afreash... dont be afraid... hhahaha... so watch out!!!.....hahaha

I day

2007-05-12T07:04:00.000-07:00

yeah today's I day.... went to school without eating breakfast.... came into sch with junlong.... abit late lah... Mr Ser was at the gate... he asked for our IC but we say we are price winners so we got in... hahaha... so I sat with the floorbal guys.. we went through the whole event.... and I was PISSED OFF with one thing... floorball achievement was not recognised especially in the principal's speech.... very dissapointing... anyways... i got my plaQue... so it's GREAT!!!!.hahaha

I give UP!!

2007-05-08T07:35:00.000-07:00

so I say...

I dont wanna know...
If you playin me keep it on a low...
cause my heart cant take it anymore..
And if you blame me please dont let it show...
Oh baby I dont wanna know...

so go on with youres while i go on with mine... ;'[

in Labour

2007-05-01T06:56:00.000-07:00

nonono...Im not in it... hahhaha... I wanna talk about labour day... we'll.. i went to my cousin house... we watch some movies.. funny movies l... not some X rated ones... haha

after that went home... u know wat i'll do at home... EMOing all the way lah... kinda missing someone nowadays.. someone noone would imagine i will fall for... and its not wat u all think... well lets see the outcome K...

okylah... i want to continue to be EMO...... while I'm EMOing.. u guys juz continue with your life ok... ok..ok!!!

VJC friendly

2007-04-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

well.. had friendly todAY.... against VJC .. well frankly speaking, their standard dropped,,, and so does ours,,, sad thing... as we lost 11-8... great game though... 1 guy tried a wrap around against me but i block it.. well i think the team need to work o ther posession.. we played too fast.. keep losing the ball..

BTW MAN UTD WON AND CHELSEA DRAW!!!!.... YAHOOOOOO

floorball training hmmm..

2007-04-21T20:05:00.000-07:00

well... went for floorball training yesterday... went early cause there is a combine training in the morning... yes a combined training for those well... not up to par for A division... so i went there and yah i became the keeper..

so i played a few matches... almost got a career ending injury( thought that my jaw was broken... its still bruised now..)

well.. after training... went to KFC with the guys... talk about gals.... now alot of "cio" girls... but alot of them attached...

HAIZ>................

umbrella

2007-04-18T04:12:00.000-07:00

wOW!!!.. this song really get me addicted to it.. i really like the part after "umbrella"... the "Ella.. ellla.. ella" power seh... somemore Rihanna sang it .. wohooo...

oky so whats been happening to my life recently...h mmmmmmmmm.... hmmmm..

let me list it down:

PW - Band 3! (what the T$%&#&#^&^*!)
lost something significant(wanna know... ask me!!)
started revision(yahooo!!)
still single (no comments)

okylah... thats what happened to me all this while...

ciao!!!

today

2007-03-06T07:01:00.000-08:00

sialah... today damn tiring sia... maths till 1745 hrs reach home at 2000 hrs....... but the journey... hmm went home with faTil... and his frens... farhana..... well now i know that fatil "acts" like a love doctor....haha.. giving advice to girls who are desperate for advice...

and i have learnt 1 tip from the Wise Mr Ivan Lim... girls ike guys who show power.. hmmmm i think i must show my power more prominantly... not juz keeping quite.... but do more than your told..

well. the JAE will come tmr... will this make my status haitus...like it have been for 19 yrs.... or will it change for the first and maybe the last time........... well only time will tell........ now i juz can wait for the sun to rise and things to unfold....

HECTIC weekend

2007-01-28T03:13:00.000-08:00

WOHo wat a hecktic weekend... hahaha... it all started with my diploma in the morinig. talking about STRESS management... I got stressed listening to it.hahaha. then in the afternoon FLOORBALL!!.haha. its been a long time since i play.. missed gary voice.haha. he still remember that i owe him money.haha... now then i know he got good memory...keep it up gary....

then i went for my cousin's wedding. yup after long long years of waiting, abang Halim finally got married,,. so when I arrived, I got the job of "bakar"ing the satay with abang sufyan..haha. it was fun people just keep coming even thought the meat is still not fully cooked.

AND to REINTERATE my point.. I was MERELY tasting the satay and not eating them ( even though they are my favourite food).haha...

Hmmmm. Fad said she saw me... but I didnt see her. maybe its because of the smoke frm the satay grill causing me to have temporary blindness. or shld i be more vigilant next time. hmm. hm.. ANYWAIES. the majilis ends at 9 but i can only got home at 12. mestilah... kemas-kemas bender semuer. lap lantai.hahaa

On a final note. I would like to wish Abang Halim... Selamat Penganti BARU!!!!

2nd day in sch

2007-01-04T04:47:00.000-08:00

ppu yooh... i CONDEMED the route today.... soo bloody slow... must report this to SBS transit. say this is the fastest route.. go to hell lah!! late again!!.... walau eh.... i never been late to sch for 2 times in a row....

But 1 thing for sure... MALAY was F>U>N>NY!!... with Fauzee my new click.... god, we were like in heaven!!.hahaha laughing at all the lame and dirty jokes being said... i also joined the fun.. man i tink this yr gonna be a great year!!...hahahaha

HaNeYe 2007

2006-12-31T20:07:00.000-08:00

well its the new year..
dont you guys feel that is just like we push the reset button in our life??.. i mean.. here we go again.. with study study stuy.... blah blah blah.. but well its juz another yaer... then.... NS ....woooho.. so its gonna be a great 2007 yar... (i hope so....hahaha)

shake your money maker!!!

2006-12-24T08:24:00.000-08:00

wohooo... was watchin the TeeVoo the whole day.... with all the best programes in the huzzey... who wants to go out and get drenched.... haha... somemore my dad just subcribe to STAR Movies for 3 months... so everyday in my house.... there will be MOVIES!!!!....haha okylah...gtg... peace out!!!

went 2 study

2006-12-18T07:23:00.000-08:00

yup.. i went to study with my fren... Grace. Soo last minute our study.... cause wednesday is our exams ...haha... okylah... we manage to pick out some of the questions... called in some of the other guys for help also... after that... i when straight home... so tired.zzzzzzzzzzzzz

sick

2006-12-13T01:46:00.000-08:00

soo sick rite now.... got running nose lah.... sore throat lah.. and many this else.hahahaha

No. 7... can i carry this ??

2006-12-12T05:32:00.000-08:00

darn i got the dreaded no.7..... why no.7... i want no.4 cause where got defensive mid wear 7..... haiyah.....nvm.... got this number because we draw lots my bro az got my no. 4 darn.... nvm lah.... no.7 also no.7.....hahaha

Nash

2006-12-11T00:36:00.000-08:00

my favourtie song!!

pada syurga di wajahmu

2006-12-05T18:20:00.000-08:00

woohooo..... donno why... have been listening to all these "old" malay song... Jiwang songs as sone ppl say.....haha... super nice man the song.... nash lefthanded , Amy Search, May, J'Mirza... all these are superb singer... okylah.. back to studying... cause sch is juz round the corner( cannot relak anymore..haha)

hari in engkau datang riang... tersenyum buat ku senang... :)

Trip TO sentosa

2006-11-28T06:48:00.000-08:00

yahoo...... i 'went off early' from my FIT diploma lesson... not to go home... nono.... but to go with 'the amazing
Grace(haha) to our class geog trip... yes i say our class cause we are likely to be in the same class next year... so met with some of my future classmate... i say they are really nice people...;)

saw the 2 buggers there... and u know wat... the three of us have something in common.. we have the no.1s on our back... iszit fate or mere coincidence... hmmm.. theres a fine line.... after the trip we went around the outside of Vivocity.. u know survey the 'best spot'...... desperados....haha!

well.... the trip was really memorable.....

2006-11-26T00:58:00.000-08:00

I'M ALL ABOUT LOVING YOU!

weird super weird...

2006-11-23T06:25:00.000-08:00

well..... have been having the strangest feeling in my live today....i mean juz 2 EXTREME side of your feeling that occurs simultaniously..... feeling of sad and happniess that exist at the same time..... damn its getting me crazy.... why did i ever get into this situation... now feeling so neutral.... if i become happy.... i would feel guily.... if i become sad.... i would feel guilty also.... why did i put myself in this mess..... supermassive MESS hole

the oasis song is really stuck in my head.... and it make me think of 2 person rite now.... one would make me feel happy..i mean really happy... the other... well, i could juz break down rite now.....

STAND BY ME... well this phrase got 2 meanings for me.... 1 is to get someone closer to me..... while the other is not to let someone to go away..... its juz soo hard for me now..... feel so neutral..... neutral.......DARN!!!

stand by me

2006-11-22T02:54:00.000-08:00

woooho... i long time no posting.....haha.... okie.... where shld i start...

hmmm..
my driving lessons first.... been going well... really well.... every lesson advance 1.5 subjects..haha

next.. my dip courses.... okylah... the subject i what i have learned... heng got 1 more r 2... take same subject combi with me somemore...haha....hope i passed the test..

lastly... the MI Floorball EXCO barbercue was fun!!...hahaha.... we'll alex and ros sang some songs....only 1 person can sing and that person is in jazz band..hahaha

we'll 1 song really touched my heart... i dont know why..... its juz for the present situation.... i juz dont feel wat we were having last time..... so whats the matter with YOU!

My love

2006-10-31T07:38:00.000-08:00

man.... Im soo addicted to this song... the video sux...... especially the 1st half.... but after that ... power ah the lyrics...!!!!! haha

time

2006-10-26T03:41:00.000-07:00

"When the time have come for you to go, God will not delay it even for a second" verse in quran

death will always be upon us.. remember guys... we can try to hide in a solid block or run to the furthest part of the universe... but death will still find us..

our prophet once said " there are cures to all illness in this world, except for death."

so guy, live your live to the fullest... and take care of your love ones.. as you may not know when is your time to go.....

:(

okylah

2006-10-19T04:56:00.000-07:00

my promos results were ok... bad as expected. but got 2A and 3Ao... okylah ... looking at the fact that I didnt put any effort for this promos.... was scared to death when i see my mgt results... but when i see my geog papers... i was jumping with joy..haha

the day before... i had my driving lesson again... and again its with Azril... power ah him....

I can be your HERO baby... I can take away your pain - hero

60 km/h

2006-10-15T21:52:00.000-07:00

woohoo. had my 3rd driving lesson today,... took it in the morning,... (boringlah sch.haha). power cause my instructor took me outside for the 1st time. super stress cause there must be no mistake... if not i will cause a massive jam behind me hahaa.. and i drove for 35km ( average is only 20km.haha). so now I'm in the com lab... need to work on my PW. so ciao!

P.S. my top speed today is 60km/h!!!

slow day

2006-10-14T02:38:00.000-07:00

man this is juz another slow day for me.... in fact... i just woke up..haha the time is 1730.... hmm yesterdy had fb training... punyerlah penat!!!!...haha.. i have to drag myself to toa payoh.. where we broke fast( obviously!!).. at first we share some drinks... then some jokes... haha... it was fun... but it will be better if she was there... :|

tidak ku tahu... mengapakah...sepinya melanda hatiku - (mega)

WR

2006-10-12T19:39:00.000-07:00

my WR is conDAmed. yes really dead.. all of my group members are on the verge of giving up. well hope lies on OP... haiz feel so sian rite now. i will SURELY get a bad grade for mgt. cause mdm siti told me so.. darn now only left 2 subjects. GOD please help me go through this tough time. give me strength and courage to fight with all these adversity.

HEart BREAKER..........

WTH

2006-10-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

what the hell did i do wrong... this juz teach me a lesson....juz keep everything to yourself. then ppl would "burok sangker".... damn it sia.... damn it!!!!

Dreaming about Singapore

2006-10-09T07:13:00.000-07:00

went to PS to watch Singapore Dreaming... wait .. but first...Onwards Labador..haha. yup went to labador park to do some field research work.. overall its a sad day for MR Desmond Tan... yes yes.. cause they are going to reclaim that piece of land.. yup *sob* *sob*.. nvm MR tan... maybe in A million yrs ( that wat he say about the age of the pier .hahahah) another coast like labador park will pop out..by tat time i think end of the world..hahah

so after the trip... went to vivo city... soo dissapointed.. no food there (neither fast nor slow).. its not that i wanna eat at that time(GOD forbids) but like what for you open a shopping center (mega mall somemore!) without any food places.. supper clever the management team!!

then went to PS... play arcade for a while... Daytona I lose both races.. must be the fault of Rooney.... lack of form ( plz lah rooney dont be A $30 million flop!)

the movie Singapore dreaming was ok... its show the whole world the real singaporean( the ugly side i mean..).. but there must be a 2nd part to the story.. must tell what happened to that guy's car....man.. if i got that car.. POWER!!! talking about cars... i forgot to book my driving lesson for this week...hahaha

DElaila

2006-10-06T06:23:00.000-07:00

man i hvae been searching for this song all this while... noe i've found it!!! yahoo.. hope you guys like it

first practical lesson

2006-10-03T06:19:00.000-07:00

wooho.. first time operation a car... i tell you... it was like a lagging beast.... yup... whe you 'tekan' the accelerator... it is so hard to move.... but when it move..... it will MOVE!!!....haha.. but my instructor (mr. sham) was really helpful.... joke around.. but I learnt alot..... well tmr will be the next lesson.. hope it will be as good as today...

except ZUL!

2006-10-02T20:07:00.000-07:00

yup. tats the phrase that was said by Mr lai yesterday. was soo shocked. thought got something happenned.. like i fail my geog paper... damn.. haha... my whole body shiver... haha.. it was actually a false alarm cause i take maths so i was given another day for my EOM.. ok.. abt the econs paper... i cant comment... lets juz see the result..

p.s. when this incident happened.... saw her laughing... she look even cuter when she laughed..hehe :p

kembali terjalin... POWER song

2006-10-01T18:57:00.000-07:00

Seperti mimpi perkenalan itu cuma seketikaNamun didalam hati dirimu ku terkenang juaEngkaulah permata didalam genggaman tidak kusedariKaca yang bersadur keemasan terus kucariTertutup pintu hati, minda tak berfungsi diketika ituTak tahu menilai mana yang tulin mana yang palsuDiakhir-akhir ini ketika aku dalam kesepianTerasa kejahilan itu bagiku satu kerugianAndainya disitu ada ruangBolehkah kiranya kumenumpangAndai ada sisa kemaafanMaafkan diri ini yang dulu melukakanBerilah aku kesempatanKubuktikan erti keikhlasanAndainya terpaksa aku relaMenepis ego aku untuk kita (demi suatu masa)Kupohon darimu ketulusan hatiMenjalin kembali perhubungan suci

start

2006-10-01T18:28:00.000-07:00

this is the start of my sanity..